Even with directions, I always enter trips with the foreboding thought of "I'm going to get lost". 9/10 times that's more or less the case. But as I said, I don't need roads, I'll pave them as I go.
I refuse to lose the optimism of youth. I really do. Let me experience life for myself ok? Don't tell me to anticipate heartaches, lost chances, painful choices or any of that shit. Just let me live my own life for myself.
In other thoughts, just stop the self effing pity. I think it's pathetic the more I look internally and am totally horrified at the dependency that comes in a relationship.
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