It could be worse...

It's one of days when a combination of broken sleep nights due to itching has kept you from a good night's sleep. Where you're required at the end of the day to be agony aunt to..well, your aunt, and you know that's what is facing you after a tedious day at work with little to shout about and you've not been exercising as much as you'd like to be and you realize that there hasn't been much improvement physically anyway, and you're still cursing bed bugs and wishing that you didn't have so many things to worry about at this point in time that sort of all coalesce in a throbbing throat that might indicate more illnesses.

Sigh. Positive thinking!

终於你找到一个方式分出了胜负
输赢的代价是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心里伤痕无数
顽强的我是这场战役的俘虏

就这样被你征服
切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固
我的决定是糊涂

就这样被你征服
喝下你藏好的毒
我的剧情已落幕
我的爱恨已入土

终於我明白俩人要的是一个结束
所有的辩解都让对方以为是企图
放一把火烧掉你送我的礼物
却浇不熄我胸口灼热的愤怒

你如果经过我的坟墓
你可以双手合十为我祝福

This dreamer need to reboot her dreams

Surprising right, life's sort of settled into this monotony of work, sports, travel, weekends that seem to just loop round and round. It's a wonder that I'm not bored out of my mind just yet, but I guess this is where the circles of social life step in to try and break up routine just a little bit.

2 years. Almost. What next? What now?

For now everything sort of fits like a second skin. But today I'm feeling just a little restless. It's one of those days where you've caught the wrong hour to wake up and basically woke up on the totally wrong side of the bed. TOTALLY. Where you sit at work and wonder WHAT you're actually doing. I'm sure it's the curse of the white collar worker, but what next eh?

Someone please call 911, yeah yeah
Tell them I just got shot down
And it's piercin through my soul
Feel my body gettin cold

That guitar cries in the song. Been on repeat for the past workday and yet to get sick of it. That's saying something!

Of sandflies, suntans and silly nights

Perhentian, summed up in these words...

travel, boat, wading in jeans through water, wasps, shisha, gorgeous diving, triggerfish, Moray eels, sand, sand, sand, climbing balconies, MSG food, crazy karaoke nights, 2am night swims, full moons, burnt down cafes, kimono dragons, GIANT gekkos, old taxis, centipedes, smokes, barefoot walks, itchiness, tangled hair.

Definitely a fun trip, but at the same time very happy to be back in civilization and not having to battle the million and one creatures that can kill you or make you itch like a bloody monkey. Omg. So Itchy.