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Exactly...3 hours n 40 mins to SB freedom.

God help.

Life in chunks

Somehow life seems to come at me in chunks. I'm always setting my sights ahead to some day in the near future e.g. surviving til Thursday 5:30pm. Earlier it was surviving til last Wednesday at 2:30pm. These chunks always start at least a few days ahead of the deadline and always always always have to do with exams.

GAWD.

It's 2:14am, I have no idea why the answer to my practice midterm is the way it is, neither do I care. But that stubborn-ess that is me, won't exactly give up yet.

FARK IT ALL.

**** it all

I have spent...about 9 hrs trying to finish my econ hmwk. It took me 2 hrs to crack the first one.

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SCREW IT ALL.

Willpower

It's something we always need to learn how to improve. Delayed gratification =).

I'm getting worse at it when it comes to food though. It's a continuous struggle between one half of me going, NO MORE SUGAR! and  the other half whose sweet-tooth is freaking insane. In Kuen Cheng I used to drink a bottle of coca-cola every single day. Given my family's penchant for diabetes on both sides of the family, its kinda good I've stopped that!

Unfortunately the best kind of foods are the ones loaded with the most unhealthy things...god, so unfair.

1 week to Cancun. Should have gone gymming today but I'm still  acheing from monday. I'll probably go tomorrow after class. Nothing like a good workout to get the endorphins going. Midterms over for now! WOOO. psyched.

We need willpower in all aspects of our life. Willpower to concentrate on studies when there are a host of other things to get distracted by. Which reminds me I should go concentrate on my GMATS again. Sigh. Willpower when it comes to buying Tango shoes.  ARGH. Those things will be the death of me.
Willpower to exercise. Life is about finding a balance.

Short note

Good Boleos are like a hot knife through butter.

That is all.

I got to dance with ****!!! heeee, was fun =). Made my night. He was a fittie.

☮

Worked hard for a quiz and more or less aced it.
Finished a 3 week long hmwk. (FINALLY)
Got through Ozone house presentation.
It's THURSDAY.
Life is good.

In the still of the night

There's something about darkness enveloping you and the heavy lids of sheer fatigue due to exercise and too much brain work over cost of living that acts like a drug to me. Apparently sleep deprivation works like alcohol does. Now I know why people study so late, tsk tsk.

I was walking to the Union couple of hours ago and instead of lamenting over the distance, I decided hey, it is good to walk, at least to have the ability to without needing aid. Without worrying about painful knees. Spring in my step, albeit with a little bit of knee creaking already. omg. no!

Needless to say it's all about the frame of mind you're in. I think there's a trigger to everyday. My trigger tonight was having my hair all bouncy and in place for once. Such a change. That was what I'll coin my trigger mood reason.

I think the endorphins from bootcamp are seriously making me deliriously optimistic. This is why I love exercise.