Something about today makes me melancholy. I'm at the stage where I wonder why I'm still revisiting old memories the way I do and why for once I can't get over this. I just can't. Maybe its coupled with the fact that I'm now given the reins to my own life and choosing where I want to go with it.
Sometimes I feel as though I'm always forced to look at others in order to not be in panic mode at the stage of life that I'm in right now.
It never was easy and I don't know how much easier it is when I'm continually haunted by things that still bug me. I don't know.
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